‘’ Your love is just a word,
It’s just a stupid lie,
Your love won’t make me cry,
You’ve been too long my Lord.
You’re amazingly disgusting,
You’re just boring in time,
Your love won’t make me cry,
I’ll be my rainbow shine.
It’s raining with deep tears,
It’s been so long ‘till now.
You’ve left, and once with you
Your love, your stupid lies…
Your love is such a pity,
I won’t drop any tear,
I’ve cried my blood ‘till now,
Now you will sweat with fear.
Your stupidity’s obscene,
I said I love you, well I lied
Your tears just make me smile
You’re love is just so scene…
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I cried a fear, I smiled a tear.
I’ve been too long alone.
And now it is my turn
To show what I’m made of…
Before you’ll say a word
Just let me let you know
That everything inside of me
Is burning…
I’m watching you leaving
And crying with blood,
I’m kissing your pictures,
‘Cause you are so far…
You’re gone…
And now you’re still here,
Deceived and frightened,
You’re left alone in my soul.
The path to me is long forgotten,
And still you’re here alone.
I’ve been waiting for you
To come and save me,
To break my protection
And steal my attention.
But you’re way too simple,
Lost in the normality,
Thinking that it’s safer
If you follow the rules.
You’re stupid.
Hy there
About Me
12/7/08
11/22/08
Fragmente- soon translated
E o noapte senina, fara nori. Luna este purpurie, intregul monstru aratandu-se. Privind-o, mi se pare aca o vad cum zambeste sadica. Era luna plina.. si frig. Exact ca in acea noapte.. noaptea in care pecetea a fost rupta, iar eu am inteles cu adevarat ce inseamna sa fii mort pe interior. Inca imi amintesc acea luna rosie, ce-si arunca razele insangerate peste oras, dandu-mi fiori pe sira spinarii. Eram inca mica… mica si inocenta , fara griji… Apoi, drogul letal mi-a fost injectat in subconstient si… a inceput masacrul. Cu siguranta eram intr-o stare de nedescris, parca intr-o transa. Eram purtata de setea de satisfactie si nebunie… Gustam amarul vocilor victimelor, cum albina astrange polenul. A fost un adevarat sacrificiu al sufletului.. insa de atunci, nimic nu a mai fost la fel…
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Era intuneric. Merg cativa pasi in spate si calc pe o bucata de lemn, aceasta sfaramandu-se cu un zgomot infiorator. Privesc in jur prin ceata densa si frunze, copaci, insa nimic nu e acolo. Subit, o umbra se furiseaza prin dreapta. Incerc sa o urmaresc , insa privirea imi este captata de alta umbra, ce venea direct spre mine, cu o viteza uimitoare. Era la cateva sute de metri in fata… Ma dau, din reflex, putin la stanga si aceasta trece pe langa mine. O urmaresc speriata cum fuge in continuare, gluga fluturandu-i vajaind, apoi cazand pe spate, urmata de o claie de par blond.
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Eram amandoi pe marginea prapastiei. Cateva pietricele se desprinsera de sub picioarele noastre, prabusindu-se in apa . Il privesc in ochi, zambindu-i. Imaginea lui inca se oglindeste in ochii si inima mea. Inca tin la el… O ultima privire, un ultim sarut, o ultima imbratisare.. apoi ma desprind din bratele lui si, cu un ultim impuls, ii ating mana, inainte de a pica in gol. Pareri de rau curgeau in gol odata cu lacrimile, fisurandu-mi increderea. Vantul batea puternic, sfasiindu-mi viata si puterea. Eram pierduta, pe veci… Parul flutura usor pe langa fata, facandu-mi iubitul sa dispara, disperat, de pe stanca. Inainte de a lua contact cu apa, o lacrima de-a lui mi-a atins ochiul, unindu-se cu ale mele.. o parte din el este mereu cu mine.. Apa ma uda, inundandu-mi toate gandurile. Era imposibil sa mai simt ceva, gheata deja raspandindu-se prin venele mele.
Trupul mi se indrepta catre fundul apei, iar parul mi se raspandea prin jur. Am inchis ochii si am simtit.. cum mor.
Sorry, my english is not good at all. Some of the words might be wrote wrong, the time might not be perfect fitted...
It's a clear night with no clouds. The moon is purple, the whole monster is showing. By looking it, it seems to me that I see it's dark smile. It was full moon .. and cold. Just like that night .. the night when the stamp was broken, and I really understood what it means to be dead on the inside. I still remember that red moon that was throwing bloody rays across the city, giving me the creeps on the spine. I was still small ... small and innocent,with no worries ... Then my lethal drug was injected subconsciously ... and the massacre began. I was like in a trance. I was worn by thirst for satisfaction and craziness ... I was tasting bitter voices of victims, such as the bees are tasting the honey. It was a real sacrifice of the soul .. But there from, nothing was the same ...
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It is dark. I walk a few steps back and step on a piece of wood, and it crackles with a thrilled noise. I look around through the fog and dense foliage, trees, but nothing is there. Suddenly, a shadow is slipping near me. I try to follow it, but I see another shadow, which comes straight to me with an amazing speed. It was at several hundred meters in front ... I step behind and hide near a tree, and it passes by me. I'm watching scared how it continues running, and his hood falls back, followed by a shock of blond hair.
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We were both on the edge of the ravine. Some pieces of stone felt down ,and crushed in the water. I'm looking in his eyes, smiling.. His image still reflects in my eyes and my heart. I still care about him ... A last look, one last kiss, a last hug .. then I leave his arms and, with a final impetus, i'm touching his hands, before falling in empty. Unfortunately runs empty with tears,destroying my confidence. The wind pant, breaking my life and power. I was lost, forever ... hair flutter slightly near my face ,making my boyfriend to dissappear, desperate, from the top of the rock. Before taking contact with water, one of his tears melt in my eyes, crashing down with mine ones .. a part of him will always be with me .. I squirt water, flooding my thoughts. It was impossible to feel anything, the ice was already spreading through my veins.
My body touched the bottom water, and my hair spread around. I closed my eyes and I felt .. how I'm dying.
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Era intuneric. Merg cativa pasi in spate si calc pe o bucata de lemn, aceasta sfaramandu-se cu un zgomot infiorator. Privesc in jur prin ceata densa si frunze, copaci, insa nimic nu e acolo. Subit, o umbra se furiseaza prin dreapta. Incerc sa o urmaresc , insa privirea imi este captata de alta umbra, ce venea direct spre mine, cu o viteza uimitoare. Era la cateva sute de metri in fata… Ma dau, din reflex, putin la stanga si aceasta trece pe langa mine. O urmaresc speriata cum fuge in continuare, gluga fluturandu-i vajaind, apoi cazand pe spate, urmata de o claie de par blond.
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Eram amandoi pe marginea prapastiei. Cateva pietricele se desprinsera de sub picioarele noastre, prabusindu-se in apa . Il privesc in ochi, zambindu-i. Imaginea lui inca se oglindeste in ochii si inima mea. Inca tin la el… O ultima privire, un ultim sarut, o ultima imbratisare.. apoi ma desprind din bratele lui si, cu un ultim impuls, ii ating mana, inainte de a pica in gol. Pareri de rau curgeau in gol odata cu lacrimile, fisurandu-mi increderea. Vantul batea puternic, sfasiindu-mi viata si puterea. Eram pierduta, pe veci… Parul flutura usor pe langa fata, facandu-mi iubitul sa dispara, disperat, de pe stanca. Inainte de a lua contact cu apa, o lacrima de-a lui mi-a atins ochiul, unindu-se cu ale mele.. o parte din el este mereu cu mine.. Apa ma uda, inundandu-mi toate gandurile. Era imposibil sa mai simt ceva, gheata deja raspandindu-se prin venele mele.
Trupul mi se indrepta catre fundul apei, iar parul mi se raspandea prin jur. Am inchis ochii si am simtit.. cum mor.
Sorry, my english is not good at all. Some of the words might be wrote wrong, the time might not be perfect fitted...
It's a clear night with no clouds. The moon is purple, the whole monster is showing. By looking it, it seems to me that I see it's dark smile. It was full moon .. and cold. Just like that night .. the night when the stamp was broken, and I really understood what it means to be dead on the inside. I still remember that red moon that was throwing bloody rays across the city, giving me the creeps on the spine. I was still small ... small and innocent,with no worries ... Then my lethal drug was injected subconsciously ... and the massacre began. I was like in a trance. I was worn by thirst for satisfaction and craziness ... I was tasting bitter voices of victims, such as the bees are tasting the honey. It was a real sacrifice of the soul .. But there from, nothing was the same ...
----------------------------------------------
It is dark. I walk a few steps back and step on a piece of wood, and it crackles with a thrilled noise. I look around through the fog and dense foliage, trees, but nothing is there. Suddenly, a shadow is slipping near me. I try to follow it, but I see another shadow, which comes straight to me with an amazing speed. It was at several hundred meters in front ... I step behind and hide near a tree, and it passes by me. I'm watching scared how it continues running, and his hood falls back, followed by a shock of blond hair.
--------------------------------------------------
We were both on the edge of the ravine. Some pieces of stone felt down ,and crushed in the water. I'm looking in his eyes, smiling.. His image still reflects in my eyes and my heart. I still care about him ... A last look, one last kiss, a last hug .. then I leave his arms and, with a final impetus, i'm touching his hands, before falling in empty. Unfortunately runs empty with tears,destroying my confidence. The wind pant, breaking my life and power. I was lost, forever ... hair flutter slightly near my face ,making my boyfriend to dissappear, desperate, from the top of the rock. Before taking contact with water, one of his tears melt in my eyes, crashing down with mine ones .. a part of him will always be with me .. I squirt water, flooding my thoughts. It was impossible to feel anything, the ice was already spreading through my veins.
My body touched the bottom water, and my hair spread around. I closed my eyes and I felt .. how I'm dying.
10/14/08
Winamp game^^
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
5. Tag 5 people.
Cum te simţi azi? [ sad...]
Samy Deluxe - Gott sei Dank ( umm : )
Vei ajunge departe în viaţă?[ofc ;)) ]
t.A.t.U. - Enigma ( omg :]] )
Cum te văd prietenii tăi? [ cu ochii ]
LaFee- Alle ist neu ( huh? /:] )
Te vei căsători vreodată?[ nein nein! ]
Simple Plan- One day... ( lol :]] )
Care e tema preferată a celui mai bun prieten?[ aaaaaaaaaaaaa...]
Simple Plan - Shut Up (wow)
Care e povestea vieţii tale?[uhuuuuu]
Korn & Slipknot - Queen of the damned ( omg : )
Cum este/ era în liceu? [meine gott]
Gackt-another world ( o doamne lol )
Cum poţi avansa în viaţă? [ work .. und.. dunno, don't care!]
T.a.T.u. show me love ( huh? /:] )
Care e cel mai fain lucru la prietenii tăi? [sunt extrem de .. extremi ]
Avril lavigne- things i'll never say ( mama :]] )
Ce se preconizează pentru weekend? [ pe mine ma intrebi? ]
Cinema bizarre get off ( hehe :> )
Ce cântec te descrie cel mai bine? [ depinde]
panic at the disco- relax, relapse ( true! :]] )
Cum îţi merge în viaţă? [no comm]
cinema bizarre - love songs ( ba nu!!!)
Cum te vede restul lumii? [ emo fericit- cea mai noua porecla ]
katy perry -i kissed a girl ( hopaaaa )
Ce ar trebui să faci cu viaţa ta? [umm]
antic cafe- devils kiss ( hehe >:] )
( copyright ptr questions - Eve ^^ )
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
5. Tag 5 people.
Cum te simţi azi? [ sad...]
Samy Deluxe - Gott sei Dank ( umm : )
Vei ajunge departe în viaţă?[ofc ;)) ]
t.A.t.U. - Enigma ( omg :]] )
Cum te văd prietenii tăi? [ cu ochii ]
LaFee- Alle ist neu ( huh? /:] )
Te vei căsători vreodată?[ nein nein! ]
Simple Plan- One day... ( lol :]] )
Care e tema preferată a celui mai bun prieten?[ aaaaaaaaaaaaa...]
Simple Plan - Shut Up (wow)
Care e povestea vieţii tale?[uhuuuuu]
Korn & Slipknot - Queen of the damned ( omg : )
Cum este/ era în liceu? [meine gott]
Gackt-another world ( o doamne lol )
Cum poţi avansa în viaţă? [ work .. und.. dunno, don't care!]
T.a.T.u. show me love ( huh? /:] )
Care e cel mai fain lucru la prietenii tăi? [sunt extrem de .. extremi ]
Avril lavigne- things i'll never say ( mama :]] )
Ce se preconizează pentru weekend? [ pe mine ma intrebi? ]
Cinema bizarre get off ( hehe :> )
Ce cântec te descrie cel mai bine? [ depinde]
panic at the disco- relax, relapse ( true! :]] )
Cum îţi merge în viaţă? [no comm]
cinema bizarre - love songs ( ba nu!!!)
Cum te vede restul lumii? [ emo fericit- cea mai noua porecla ]
katy perry -i kissed a girl ( hopaaaa )
Ce ar trebui să faci cu viaţa ta? [umm]
antic cafe- devils kiss ( hehe >:] )
( copyright ptr questions - Eve ^^ )
10/12/08
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